Ok, I was a tad upset, and I got a little emotional. You do have good points, I guess whether right or wrong, my goal was to not die right away because if wanted to play longer and get more experience, I may have been self serving, but I want to become good, and I don't see you commending any any of the players killed off early. I've been in 7 or 8 games now, yet I still feel like a noob player.
I guess I've got some learning to do in mafia games, it's just frustrating when you're alone as a townie.