You know, I am a somewhat socially awkward person, so I apologize if I caused a misunderstanding. I wanted to help, but since De'kra couldn't I was trying to create an escape clause. I had figured it won't be begging at all, it might have even been calling De'kra out on not helping his team. So I am sorry for confusion. But wasn't it a bit early to jump at my throat?
I do not mean to jump at your throat, but this is not the first time that you are holding back your party with your roleplaying. That's something that I would not tolerate in my quest, and I'm letting you know that. Your actions come across as selfish and attention-seeking. The party should be working together to win their opponents. The character's personal problems should never affect the outcome of a battle, at least not unless all the players accept that.
Just play fair, and tone down the Dek'ra Show. That's my advice to you, take it as you wish.
PS. In case it's unclear to you, the winged people challenged you to test your worth in battle. That means you won't kill them even if you win them in battle, unless I'm badly mistaken.